france's paradise

2010-08-08T10:12:00.001+08:00

white studio fun

2010-06-02T10:52:00.007+08:00

current outing

2010-05-19T22:07:00.004+08:00

looking towards the nxt outing on nxt monday, cnt wait, finally i get to watch NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET with all of them:)

MONEY

2010-05-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

currently dunno y i m in love with my dslr camera, which tat i seems like never touch for years d..
after the last shooting i really feel like upgrading it to make it even better but anyway it nids $$ too..
Btw i m saving money for a better life right now, 1st i want to go travel all around the world with my frens, 2nd upgrade my camera or as if i can find a photographer to be my bf haha, 3rd buy myself a volkswagen b4 i get married.. i m not greedy anyway, these r all my dreams tat i hope to make it comes true:)

camwhore ( long- curly-short hair)

2010-05-02T20:25:00.006+08:00

random shoot by ken chan

2010-04-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

2010-04-11T15:29:00.001+08:00

MY TARGET - 48kg on this coming saturday=)

2010-04-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

work work work!!!!

christine the big boss!!!!

2010-04-02T19:41:00.005+08:00

I m fall in love with beatrice looi design recently.. some of her design was really awesome!

n same for other designers like winson tan, lester wong, carven ong, n my handsome idol jonathan cheng design.. quite enjoy seeing those pretty models wearing their clothing on, i m really addicted on it:)

here are some of beatrice looi design.. i'll try to get some fabulous design in office for reference:D

haha, I found my 3d artwork when i was cleaning up my desktop.. this was my last min work, still remember i called my bf , christine, even my lecturer to finish it up until i cry, hehe, feel so shame now><..here are they~:)

random

2010-03-31T20:37:00.002+08:00

dunno wat to write, hmmmmmmmmmm, hmmmmmmmmmm..

1st thing 1st, I wanna say sorry to my parents for the past few weeks i keep went out of no reason, make u both worry, i m so sorry.. tat was my relationship problem, so maybe this is my growing process tat have to go through by myself, it takes time, maybe still have several goes to the bad ones b4 i meet the true love.. i'll settle, dun worry, juz be faith to me.. juz let me to be independent.. i promise once i meet the real one i'll bring bak home, n i wont dissapointed both of u, i will keep on require a better one!

btw, i started to chat with some of my online stranger nowadays, i discover smtg, y nowadays guys are so damn freaking annoying..EVERYDAY keep asking the same question, wat u doin ar? eat lunch d ma?eat wat ar? full ma? today happy ma? later go where ar, can come out anot ar? fong gong lo, dun wan go bak still, somemore some will talk abt their old grandfather stories, i was like=.=||| make me wanna faint soon, dun u feel tat this kind of stupid question juz will annoy people.. i answer once enuf d lo, still asking everyday, lol...

goin to april soon, is a very busy week for me tho, hopefully i can handle everything in office, god bless me.. n thanks god still got christine n steven beside me..:) is fun la when working with them, at least not tat stress as some super big company, for those of my frens who entered the big company i really feel pity to them, everyday OT, somemore deadline, the worst is when the time facing boss n client n wat if sometimes get rejected of our work? aiks being a designer is not easy..

2010-03-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and end with a teardrops.

2010-03-21T00:42:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, i found tat whenever u feel unhappy, lost, moody maybe u can try this..

i just tried out in this early morning.. i drove out without any direction, juz keep move forward n forward, with full tank of petrol, with some old school songs, with a brain tat full of some random thoughts, need not to bother everything, but until i reached somewhere else tat i really couldnt move forward juz make a u-turn then finally i reached my destination tats wat a place i never never think to reach there..while driving, i think a lot, this is juz a truth same as wat we will go thru when we r growing up, ya, it seems work and it really comfort me a lot, coz i dun wanna keep complain with my frens, i feel like cooling down alone..

Or maybe can try to watch movie alone, maybe its help.. tats wat my BFF said to me..i will try it somedays or maybe soon..

but it will become worst when u r alone at night, keep awake in the middle of night, not becoz of cnt sleep well, sometimes maybe will keep awake by some stupid nightmares, this feeling is the worst moment tat i have to pass thru..god bless me anyway..

i was wondering this few days, if he never did tat to me, maybe i will pass his birthday with him, but it d become the truth, i cnt do anything anymore, he d get wat he wants, wat i do for him he wont be bother anymore.. i guess if now i m standing in front of him, he oso cnt see me..he always say tat he love me more than anything, so now izzit the way he prove to me or showing tat he love me , wat a bullshit! so the answer is i m too naive to believe..i always say tat love cnt juz say thru by mouth, but too bad he cnt absorb wat i said.. he knew wat i said to him was not really wat i thought, girls r like tat wat, but y he want to hurt me again n againn again! i m not as strong as wat he thought okay, i will oso get collapse u know.. i never say doesnt means i dnt care, actually i very mind tat wat he've done.. its not fair, maybe its fair to her but not me.. but anyway, this feeling is worst than break up with someone or anything he've done.. i will try my very best to forget, coz i d promise someone, hope tat i really can do it~

a night with my family..

2010-03-14T16:16:00.006+08:00

exhausted n tired week, although is my semester break, but it seems like everything goes wrong in this week.. i did tried to call my frens out but all seems like busy working or studying.. so end up i did nothing in this week..

today is my last day n have to work hard for tomorrow onwards, hopefully everything will go smoothly. now i really wanna free myself from the condition of doubt 1st ,and hopefully i can adapt myself very very soon, anyway cheers to myself!

珍惜对你凶的女孩

2010-03-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉..

2010-03-04T22:31:00.003+08:00

is tat a fact tat i have to accept..

i d told myself on the very beginning, y i m still so naive to believe.

love cnt just say thru by mouth, did u ever take action, or maybe u just think for another way to solve it. like now? who knows..

do u ever know tat every single words u told me now d become somehow call fake. maybe u never feel tat coz love is spinning all around ur head now.. a week b4 u wrote tat how u love a girl, mention tat u really can fall into her, wth within a week u couple with another gal, it's ridiculous u know..

To be frank, i never find u coz i wan u to know, i hope after u left me u will study hard, work hard, find out the route u suppose to go thru, escape ur so call life now, i wish u can find a better one after u success tats y i choose to leave, but i m wrong, u will never understand wat i did is good for u anyway.

if i got chance to meet this guy again, i willing to ask him, ''Do u know what is really call love?''

24/2/2010

2010-02-26T21:41:00.005+08:00

Our beloved lecturer in MIA..

gonna miss him much n miss the moment had lunch n talking crap with him..

without him our college is really really quiet..

MR EEEEE, WE MISS U AR!!!!!!!

Praying for miracle to u~

2010-02-23T00:31:00.007+08:00

Dear hong:

I knew tat an unfortunate accident happened on u, we were so worry abt u..

when i visited u in hospital with bowie, i really can feel the heartbroken, i really cnt believe tats u in front of me..

Recalled bak last time u at school, can walk, jump, crap n ponteng, miss the laughter u had brought us, really miss it.. sometimes i really hope this was a dream, wake up the second day n like ntg happened:(

altough i not close with u but i dun wanna lose a friend like u u know, so plz be tough be strong, all ur friends are waiting u, praying hard for u, dnt give up so easily..I know u can do it, i wan u to wake up n as active as last time, so plz, dnt give up, no matter wat happen, we'll always beside u to support u!!

2010-01-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

I feel very tired to argue with u..

and i m pretty sick now tats y i choose to be silent, as for u, u juz think tat i didnt care u at all..

y dnt u stand at my situation n think..

n i really really tired now, when this morning christine arranged my phone calender for remind me to do assignments, no much time left, i d feel like fainting.. it was really really scary..from now on till 6th of february my day is really really full of WORK..

i hope tat u can understand me n hopefully u try to help me not to bring me trouble..

my best friends.^^

2010-01-05T23:56:00.004+08:00

christine> a girl tat taught me a lot of stuff, funny stuff, bad stuff, so on.. haha, actually i learnt quite a lot of things from her on my study..

she's the only 1 in my life tat force her bf to accom me to watch horror & ghost movie with her..

i appreaciate a lot..since most of my fren when come to watch this kind of movie will be hiding at home.. she like to pinch me all the time in class, all over my face, arms, legs, tats y i become so fat.. we always hang out to eat nice food, shopping, play n goof around, outside, anywhere..

4th of january at my college, chrystal + christine fault..

make my car like snow wash, n laughing non stop in my car..funny la them..

Bowie> this girl ntg much to mention la, as my fren all will know her.. she my best friend tat will never never leave me alone.. even we r not in the same skul since secondary till now, u r always listed as my best friend..never change. This will be my only girl tat understand wat m i thinking, explain to me which is the right route for me, tried to intro lots of guys to me as i m not interested even 1, haha.. i appreaciate this friendship tat will last forever..miss her badly!!

2010-01-05T23:13:00.006+08:00

am i falling with love again?

Yes? No?

i oso dunno..

i tot single is the best for me, but den when i saw bowie , christine them i feel somehow jealousy..

i scare get betrayed again, scare to fall in love again, scare scare scare..

m i tat bad? or izzit my problem tat i not really mix with crowds?

actually as i told bowie, i m not interested with him in the very beginning, n i oso not knowing him tat long, talk oso not until 10 words..but, when i saw him talked to the girl tat time, i can feel tat kind of comfortable, dunno y.. really, he really freaked me up this few days..

i just remembered when i told bowie was him , she really laugh like hell, maybe, if i tell others, maybe the situation will be same too, imagining=.=hmmmmmm..

btw, this will be my very busy month, cnt even sit down to take a breath or rest..

7.30am wake up driving to college, after class straightaway start my work until 10pm, come bak take bath, facebook, do work until i fall asleep..

even though i were busy wth my work, i still will take out my phone online to check his facebook, update his news for myself, so obviously the feeling is growing secretly day by day, but no one knows.. but i know what m i doin, i m not goin to involve myself in their complicated relationship, i dun wanna to make him stress, tats what i hope..

but i think christine will be the 1 who suffer a lot, coz i goin to meet her everyday in college, i nid her to be my listener badly, always, hahaha, pity her sometimes..

seriously i miss him badly too, hope he doin well there anyway..

pulau tioman december holiday!!

2009-12-24T10:15:00.014+08:00

tioman trip with my family..

cnt wait to the bangkok trip with my babe bowie, stan & liam..

anyway, i m here to wish myself n all my lovely babes a MERRY CHRISTMAS & CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

The details of genting trip with college peeps..

2009-12-08T19:56:00.006+08:00

had a memorable & wonderful moment with them..i really appreciate a lot..

it was 5th of december (sat), the day after our sem 5 mid term assesment..

We decided n planned few months ago for this trip, it was our 1st class trip, but too bad chrystal wasnt there, she went honeymoon with her bf, hehe.. btw, we miss her a lot, it will be more fun if she was there.. n jesse too, if she was there, siew teng would'nt be so shy,( i think so)..^^

Anyway, christine n i arrived college around 8 am in the morning, Ee was late bcoz of some stupid security guard at sharon n min min apartment..

when all arrived, we devided into 2 cars, Ah wu, sharon, me, christine, yiki, zhiwen, catherine, siew teng, sugus & wanie crammed into a estima while Ee, min min, ah see, kenji, darren into a vios n started our journey with 2 walkie talkie..

Firstly, we had our breakfast nearby our college few shop nearby westar, & bought some stuff at 7E, we stopped at shell from some junks & sweets too..

After arrived our creepy ria apartment, we waited outside while the rest went to check in.. we had some fun out there too, example like christine teased with Ee boxer, talked crap with the walkie talkie, heavy christine stepped on my feet while she disturbed yiki, sugus, & zhi wen taking photo... & so on..

After tat we decided to go for themepark while the check in time is 2pm, we were too early for tat.. when we reached up there, it was too misty for us to play outdoor themepark, so we decided to go for indoor maybe we will have some fun in there..firstly, kenji & ah see was trying for the rock climb n following by sugus.. Ee, ah wu, sharon, min min, yiki, zhi wen, siew teng, catherine, darren went for bowling while the rest of us went for archery..

Christine was there messaging justin for the whether updated outside, i think she felt excited to go for outdoor coz justin was out there, she went table to table just for informing others of the whether outside, can see how excited she was, but me too, we just scared if we not going, the whether will be worst on the nxt day although was d 3pm..

Finally we suggested tat guys will be goin down to check in while the girls can enjoy our outdoor themepark while waiting those guys coming up.. we had the pirate ship for our 1st ride, really funny for christine & siew teng expression, i really regretted for didnt buy the pic tat cost rm30..

We had some fun for taking pics while having a long queue at the roller coaster there, after tat we met with the guys when they had done with thier stuff.. we met justin out there at the bumper boat there but too bad he had to go early.. while waiting the rest for playing the solero, we had some fun down there like taking pics with the energizer look behind, having fun with christine broken sunglases..

B4 we went bak, we had a few rides at the pirate ship n i tried to win the pink seahorse but failed, the rest won a big teddy bear, cow small teddy but i had none=.='' i swear im bad luck for playing those stuff..

Then we left outdoor n heading to our apartment, on the way back , i were scared by a boy jumping down for the stairs with the creepy funny sound.. n following by catherine n christine, haha...

When we reach our room, at first i drag christine to have a look at the toilet 1st n following by the room..then we girls taken our bath 2 by 2 in the master room while the guys preparing steamboat in the kitchen..while we taken bath halfway, sudd sugus came in n said be carefull, she really scared me of tat but they dnt plan to tell me anything.. btw i knew smtg happenned bcoz sugus n siew teng was taking bath alone at the toilet outside..

After we had our steamboat dinner, we enjoyed the chivas tat bought by Ee while we playing the assassin n the polis.. around 1pm, christine n i decided to sleep, so tat we drag min min n catherine to sleep since sharon d slept like pig inside, haha.. the guys still enjoying the steamboat outside for thier second round.. the rest of girls decided to sleep in the living room..

The next morning, we decided to had another curry steamboat made by Ee coz still got some leftover food.. after had our breakfast, packed our stuff, we went up to 1st world again, we walked seperately, i accom wanie n christine for their breakfast, after shop, we went to startbucks to meet up with them..

Around 3 pm, we went bak n gathered at our college went bak home happily..

Seriously i really miss them a lot, i m wondering hows the life after we graduate n oso when Ee left us..

Anyway, thanks for Ee, ah wu, sharon for making the plan works, Ee, kenji, ah see, darren n wanie for the food, and the rest for making noise n fun there, perhaps i did cherish a lot n every moment with them..^.~''

all of us..

christine noob face..

the energizer look

with christine teddy bear..

our steamboat..

sharon, me, min min & christine..

2009-10-27T21:46:00.003+08:00

hang out together with my classmates when we juz started our new sem..

had dinner at wanie restoran, enjoyed with them..

photoshooting..

2009-10-20T11:25:00.015+08:00

2009-10-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

i feel somehow very sad..

feel tat single sometimes just will implicate others, my friends..

juz hope tat this nightmare can go away..

a lots of things for me to worry abt when i m growing up..

btw, this is the fact ..

hope tat the coming new semester do help me to solve this problem..

just to worry abt my study, not others..

genting trips with the gang

2009-09-30T17:04:00.009+08:00

hmmmm, feel so boring ntg to do at home..

weeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2009-09-29T19:33:00.001+08:00

hehehehehehhee..

I'm really speechless

2009-09-24T10:23:00.002+08:00

no comment at all..

can u imagine tat how pissed off m i yesterday..

really speechless..

i swear i d used for it quite some times but then dun become worst n worst..

dnt try to do it on me anymore..

perhaps i m so tired to deal with..

my babes day!!

2009-09-03T15:21:00.013+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF MY BABES!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & MAY ALL UR WISHWS COMES TRUE..

HAPPY FOREVER

XOXO^^

bowie & cynthia

girls

bowie & me

janet, stanz , me

me & chew

liam & me

3 of us..

I BEHTAHAN ARGH!!!!!

2009-08-19T16:20:00.003+08:00

I BEHTAHAN ARGH!!!!!

now only i realize i m on the dying stage..

and yet i still wasting time around like nothing..

juz left 3 more weeks is my final asses again...

GD, chapter 1 not yet finish, and i still need to continue to chapter 5, classwork somemore..
PACKAGING, this time we r using some raw & recycle materials which r quite new for me.. not like the previous class, juz think idea n pay money for the shop, now we need handmade..=.=''
TYPO, lecturer said we r the slowest class since we r still doin the cut n paste workshop which our senior d done by mid term..
FLASH, this is my scariest & worst subject.. i swear i damn slow to understand wat lecturer had taught.. n now still left 3 weeks to finish 1 website... i think i still hanging around at the 1st n 2nd class time length there, aiks.........
ADVERTISING, this subject no nid to worry abt but then still headache!!!

3 WEEKS ARGH!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!????

how to finish these by 3 weeks?????

somemore my cousin coming down from australia next week, i sure nid to accompany her, be her driver whole week... that means i juz left 2 WEEKS!!!!??

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

photoshooting..

2009-08-16T11:34:00.009+08:00

2009-07-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

was such a tired day..

woke up early but the show wasn't as grand as wat we thought.,

was such a regretted n lousy show..

paid for rm 660 to get such a lousy parking lot..

all felt cheated by them..

Maison nightt..

2009-07-24T18:31:00.006+08:00

arthur & me

chin seng

arthur

liam

CASIO hello kitty digital camera

2009-07-23T14:22:00.004+08:00

This Casio HELLO KITTY limited edition digital camera is totally awesome..

I want it so so so badly!

I want! I want! I want!!!

random at home..

2009-07-18T17:09:00.007+08:00

old photo with iki cheong & bowie lim

playing wig with my bro at home..

2009-07-18T15:32:00.001+08:00

learning how to LET GO

moody..

2009-07-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

relationship & friendship..

i really speechless, dunno wat to do..

maybe is i dunno how to manage properly..n always get hurt in the end..

my day!!

2009-07-12T10:31:00.004+08:00

8/7 birthday eve

a lonely night with a piece of secret recipe cake tat given from my boss and all my marketing notes.. the funniest things was tat day was oso my boss birthday but he still blur until his frens sent him some wishes.. n get scolded by me in the end for buying me a cake on his birthday, haha, really funny la him.. i tot someone will find me but i think they forgotten the nxt day is my birthday, they tot is 10/7, so sad=.=''

9/7 birthday

the 1st 2 mess when came to 12.00am were christine n her bf, haha, so cute la them, justin did told me if not he reminded christine, she oso fogotten d, haha, anyway, thx, i felt so warm tat night.. in the morning i went to coll early for the cloth for sharon n i sat there to wait for the exam.. after exam my frens brought me to the chinese shop to celebrate my birthday with a twin pack dominos pizza, thx so much my fren, even tho u guys having another exam soon but still spent some time for me, i cnt make my wishes properly coz i still blur with u guys all staring at me, i still not yet progress wat to wish, too much d i think.. thx so much , MUACKSSZZ!!

after we have a look at our senior final artworks, then christine , justin n i went to pavilion for movie, OBESSED, is a nice movie tho.. sorry for my frens who cnt called in my phone tat afternoon, my phone was out of battery.. when i came bak tat night , i d too tired n i juz wish i could juz sleep till nxt morning.. but my mum d bought some pizza to celebrate my birthday, OMG PIZZA AGAIN!! bowie called me , n i asked her to come along my house, after i cut cake my with my parents only i go out wth them, but i forgot to wish again , aiks, too rush..

after that, cynthia , bowie n MK brought me to a cafe at kuchai lama, after had some drinks i had to go bowie's house to help her stick feathers.. coz i hope tat they can turn up the nxt day to celebrate my birthday wth my classmate.. but too bad, bowie got class till 10pm, is too late for me.. so i went there juz to touch up my works n fall asleep till 6 am..

10/7

whole day having assesment, after the GD asses, we put up our typo asses n we 5 girls went to klcc (hotel corus warehouse) to have a look at those perfume, then we walked to klcc isetan n parkson for perfume AGAIN.. then only we rush bak to take our artworks down.. we went to a restoran for the buffet steamboat nearby sunway.. we ate until so damn full n all lying there daydreaming but some still eating non stop.. we enjoy the candid shot tat chrystal taken, it was so funny.. at last, i got another birthday cake n i could wish again, hehe, i m so happy, thx my frens , i had make a wish for u guys, wish u guys healthy n happy, handsome n pretty ever after..

thx MR EE for the buffet THX!!!

11/7

went QUATTRO wth yee ling n janice, the only day i went cubbing tat i wish i could stay there longer.. coz i saw someone exactly like him, with the DOPE cap, spec, earing, clothing, the way he smoking, is 99% same, but he was juz a DJ , not him...=.=''

P/S i had some wonderful days of my life n i really enjoy n appreciate it.. THX yea to all my dear babes n frens..

weeeee

2009-07-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

ah hong birthday n genting night..

2009-07-07T10:51:00.003+08:00

dunno y, I still try to log in his blog even tho I knew i cound'nt ..

I knew he cheated me n he purposely lock up his blog ..

btw, I wish to know how r him nowadays..

wish tat he r fine n ok..

I dun dare to ask him but I still wish he is happy always..

I can felt the pain n sting in every of his words when we chat on msn..

is true, I aren't suspicious.. but y?

y? I still cnt get the answer till now..=.=''

I never ask never means I dun care of it..

juz because i force myself for not to care of it, n just focus of wat i should do..but i still will feel the pain when i m alone..

maybe i should end here coz i dun feel like recall it back..brb..

random pics

2009-07-02T12:12:00.012+08:00

will update more pics soon, still waiting the progress..

this wig remembered me of christine n chrystal, haha, both of my hubby..

they were so cute until they really believe i cut my lovely long hair..

n they did came early to class in the nxt morning to see my hair ..but in the end i saw their swt faces when coming into class..is really funny tho..

wth my stupid cousin.

yay

2009-06-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

SINCE i m free now, n i m spending some of my time for updating my blog now..

I felt so happy for my friends for having such a marvelous bf which can really care for them. ya, i m really happy with it.. Or maybe perhaps i m getting sick of hearing how one guy is toying with one of my friends but i not being able to change anything.. lastly i do hope all my babes cynthia, bowie, christine, chrystal, doris n MR shino happy ever after..

Heres some random pic of my college life..

haha, is a wonderful life though.

the assistant of ALONG

our selling stuff

hand drawn recycle bag

me n chrystal n sharon

here comes sugus the visitor

our customer from ID department

chrystal n i holding our own design badges

me, chrystal, catherine

us again

catherine chrystine, jamiins

money face

counting money

my hubby christine eating her mango

me n jamiins

last day selling..

thanks cynthia n MK for visiting our booth.. both of them were the only supporter of me since i had informed all of my friends, anyway, thanks so much, MUACKSSzZ..

here comes christine (the poser of my phone).

horror movie..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 500!!

he was so damn happy that day i can see through his face..

group work marketing

2009-06-19T20:03:00.001+08:00

Badges & Design by hand recycle bags are now being sold! Designed specially =]

wouldnt hurt to take a moment of ur time to see products me and my group member in MIA did. http://candies-plus-sweets.blogspot.com/

plz support us by nxt thursday( 25th of june ) n thx so much..

random pics on this holiday..

2009-05-16T16:29:00.016+08:00

jogoya with my cousin christine n justin..

genting night wth bowie, stan n his frens..

library day wth christin n justin..

cookies made by bowie n i..

pavilion after kdu food fest..

MIA & KDU pigs..

yan mei, yee ling & i at neway=.=

Probably another good start for me in this holiday, having a new renovation, a new life perhaps..

hmmm.

2009-05-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

dnt know why, sunddenly i miss something..

miss tat time when hanging out wth chin seng, bowie, stan, cynthia n mk..

i did had a wonderful day in my life which is unforgettable..

miss ss2 murni though..

miss my valentines..

miss the sms early in the morning..

miss the skype b4 i sleep..

miss chatting n talking to him..

miss his brother..

miss his grey myvi..

miss the dim sum..

miss the food..

miss the fat swan in the garden..

miss his sound..

miss the phone calls..

miss all his promises..

i miss all these really badly..but it seem like all is over..

is like a dream, all had d vanished when i woke up the next morning..

i start to use him to compare with others, i know is selfish..i really know this as well..

but in my side, is good for me though, at least i know which type i want, n i just heading forward for not wasting my time..

can anyone tell me, is this wat can i do now?or i m too selfish to do that?

TAGGED BY BOWIE

2009-05-06T14:28:00.003+08:00

001. Real Name : FRANCES TSOU WEN HUI

002. Nickname(s) :FRANCES, WEN HUI, FRANCE, PERANCIS
003. Age : 19-09
004. Zodiac Sign : Cancer
005. Male or Female : Female
006. Elementary : not really remember the name d
007. Middle School: S.R.J.K.C taman connaught
008. High School : S.M.K taman connaught
009. College School : MALAYSIAN INSTITUTE OF ART ( MIA)
010. Hair colour : brown black
011. Long or Short : Long
012. Loud or Quiet : depends
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera : Camera
015. Health Freak : depends on whether
016. Drink or Smoke : drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone : i think NOPE
018. Eat or Drink : both
019. Piercings : 7
020. Tattoos : left leg
021. Social or Anti-Social: of course social
022. First Piercing : form 1 i think
023. First Relationship : i think is form 1 too
024. First Best Friend : phoebe yap ping ying, i think she might be proud for getting her name here, haha..
025. First Award : when i was 6 years old, piano competition..
026. First Kiss : from my daddy n mummy
027. First Pet : lessie, hmm, i miss him obviously..
028. First Big Vacation : er, i not really remember
029. First Love at first sight: when i was 16..
030. First Big Birthday : a birthday party which celebrated wth watson n all my frens..

Currently

049. Eating : jogoya
050. Drink : wine
051. Excitement Level : moody now...
052. I’m about to :rest
053. Listening to : emo music
054. Plan for today : sleep at home, my car out for service
055. Waiting for : my prince
056. Energy Level : lack of energy
057. Thinking of someone: i dnt think so, my brain is empty..
058. Want kids? : discuss later
059. Want to get married?: not now obviously
060. Careers in mind? : graphic designer

Which is better in the boy/girl you like

068. Lips or Eyes? : eyes
069. Romantic or Funny? : romantic
070. Shorter or Taller? : taller
071. Protective or Caring? : protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : i wish both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arms
074. Sensitive or Loud? :hopefully not
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : not at all

Have you ever

080. Lost glasses or contacts : contact
081. Ran away from home : ya
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: of course no
083. Killed somebody : obviously no
084. Broken someone’s heart : hmmm, i think so, i m so sorry..''
085. Been arrested : no
087. Cried when someone died :no

Do you believe in

089. Yourself : ya
090. Miracles : ya
091. Love at first sight: ya
092. Heaven : hopefully after this
093. Santa Claus : lol, faker..
094. Tooth Fairy : din heard b4
095. Kiss in the first date: huh? impossible kay..

Truthfully

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : ya, but he d got his gf
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now? : not really
099. Do you believe in God? : ya, sure..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: cynthia , bowie, christine, ping ying, kha khei, hooi san , yan mei, yee ling,chin seng, anthony..

photography class

2009-04-30T11:28:00.003+08:00

this was the convo happened between christine and yang ming using our poster title and my laptop in photography class while mr sam is missing somewhere else..haha..

[11:10:52]

france... says:

tunaseng shudup a XD

Y.M says:

shutup

france... says:

tuna seng

Y.M says:

call beside your potato shutup

france... says:

den beside u is mr.chen

Y.M says:

ei call that siao kia senyap

france... says:

lou fu zhe

france... says:

u go back to the sea la tuna seng

france... says:

go find ur nemo fren

Y.M says:

tiuniaseng dah besar pun nak main

france... says:

i kasi u kawkaw

Y.M says:

jangan lah!sakit la woi

france... says:

dont scare! voice up!11

Y.M says:

sampah banjirkan kita

france... says:

oi u ingat rumah i sampan kah

Y.M says:

mana gua punya priva SEE!!!!1\

france... says:

cinapek betul. go find ur nemo la tunaseng'

Y.M says:

nemo dont eat tuna you stupid

france... says:

of course la sama sama brader

france... says:

mana boleh makan mulut kecik

Y.M says:

engglish u cipet la

france... says:

u la mata sepet

Contact signed in.

lol..convo end....=.=''

hmmmm..

2009-04-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

i miss someone...i really miss them..

cynthia , bowie and christine is a must..

but the problem is the forth 1 i cnt figure out whether is chin seng or watson .. sigh!!!

damn alot things to do nowadays, but anyway i really wanna relax kao kao by this week and after that i have to start my googling..all the best to me ya!!!

random

2009-03-11T18:46:00.026+08:00

event at PGRM

thanks for the particular night..
my class

i post this out because i found out chrystal so cute la..

assesment week..

promotional design..

typography

packaging

photography

shooting day wth christine..

2009-03-09T16:32:00.003+08:00

Quite long din update my blog..

Too much things happened btw these days..

really unexpected,

until i don't even know where should i start to write..

And yet, I remembered everything and every moment i was with him, savoring is every move, smile. So do he? I wonder..

Drawing those silly pics on webcam and skype,sometimes did helped me to release stress,. Backup me while i am in a condition of stress..he had tried to pull me up to reality. Even he will pick up me to have supper in the middle of night since he knew that i will be hungry all the time.

I really appreciate and treasure a lot while with him. Thats creativity and silliness was what he did. Thats how he won my heart..

I miss the time he came and consult my finger after i bang it, the time we spent together with my best friend, the present he gave me n how we spent our valentines, he did woke up in the early morning just to accompanied me for dim sum and a walk in the garden, even he had promise me for so long to bring me up to genting.

Finally he did, even though just to fetch his brother gf , but i felt so happy abt it..

This story happened too fast and had end in a sudden... I really could'nt take it or believe it..

I believe he was busy with his assignments, event, project and didn't even have time for himself.

no worries.. i just believe on him..Until i am so damn stupid to drive all the way to his house just to get his explanation..It was first time i felt so scared driving in a heavy rain and i really had forgotten the way to his house..i tried my best to ask someone the way to his house under the heavy rain..the rain was really heavy until i wondering there what should i do..

But finally i got an unexpected answer on the next morning. I had a big shock, I really couldn't believe it was him in those pics..I SCREAM!!!!! My classmate all using all sort of expression starring at me, even my lecturer did so.. I felt so ashamed abt it but i just can't control myself.

I don't know what to do, my assesment is on the next morning, and i havent finish my assignment, he didn't reply me, my friend panic and don;t know how to comfort me.

but anyway, thanks kenneth, he taught me not to cry.

i don;t cry in the end, I have no tears left for him and finally i finished my assesment..

My friends did told me his gf purposely post out their photo , but i just take it as normal because i not really know his gf as well.

But it's suprising how i saw and realized so many things in one night..

How SHE wanted to revenge..

How conflits and fights are caused,

how stupid and childish was she..

And finally how it was settled

How much care and protection HE offered..

Before, he've been one of the most concerned and caring person to me.

He like a shield, defending me.

How much worry, covetousness he can be.

But finally, he seem like knew nothing but trying to blammed on me.

Blammed me for involving others in it.

I am trying to figure out the right route.

But seems like i am not on the right track.

thats all for me.

I am getting myself out of it.

I finally gave up.

Probably another good start for me.

Instead, I'm so stress out by certain things.

Being blammed for nothing you have done wrong makes you feel worst.

And i do hope his gf should know i am the victim and not supposed to tease on me.

I really look down on her.

For doing such silly things.

And they guys didn't even say a word ''sorry'' for me.

I really pissed off because of this..

But i felt proud of him because finally he did..

I.m too naive to believe you guys took me as friends even at the first place.

Knew that he dislike me and amazingly creating such wonderful story.

I m just pissed at you..

Thank you for giving me such mass of shits to look after.

Okay

To be fair. I am here to say sorry to you too..

I;ve did something which i felt so sorry to you.

But i will kept it secretly since you have your own secret too..

I just betray you after you had betrayed me.

And i am so sorry to you..

Anyway, It's just a dream for both of us..

i will try to keep in my heart as our memories.

!!!!

2009-02-28T09:43:00.003+08:00

I really could felt the slowly drift apart, yet neither of me really wanted to admit that our fire was blooming out.

not the kind of silence or the comfortable kind of silence, but the awkward silence of strangers.

Secretly, i knew..

I will try my best without expecting to much on him.

By the way, i know you are busy with your stuff, I do understand, no worries..

But I do wish that you could spend a little bit more time with me too..

2009-02-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i really really geram lo..

aiks..someone ffk me in the early morning, luckily i taken my lunch..

whatever la..

i going out soon too,dnt wanna stay at home..damn it!!

2009-02-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

Christine ,check it out,haha..

we on the way to printing shop..

my car seem like taxi,lol''

2009-02-19T15:06:00.011+08:00

finally vinod approved some of my photo by today ..

hohoho!!!!

in class today..

2009-02-17T19:55:00.003+08:00

they accidentally saw my bottle pic and couldn't stop laughing there..especially yang ming.

thanks, at least it bring us some happiness..

thanks..

2009-02-16T18:35:00.007+08:00

Thanks so much..

Thanks ur gift, thanks ur care, thanks ur......thanks ..

even we cnt be together but i treasure a lot of the time we have been together..

but IF u can being half of them i will be much more happy..

Anyway, just do back urself,

don't change urself because of me, this will make me more dissapointed..

i really had try all sort of impression when wth u..

happy, sad, dissappointed, cared,comforted,so on that really unforgettable..

at last,thanks u had try to pass by my life..

happy valentines day..

2009-02-16T15:49:00.005+08:00

thanks for ur milk bottle too...

was the 1st gift i got that night..

BUT...

thanks anson for ur big surprise..

really appreciate it..

thanks kenneth for ur cookies n cake..

Thanks jason for ur free hand rose,haha..
thanks the present that given from u guys..

THANKS so much!!!

???

2009-02-08T12:54:00.003+08:00

i still viewing HER blog..

i just could'nt believed what i had saw..

what is in front of me..

I felt so lost about it..

i seem like dropping now, falling down to previously..

it's just happened few months ago..

isn't he d couple with that girl NOW???????

where can i get the answer??

but if they really in that relationship , it just happened few month ago, why they will just let it go so fast?I wonder why?

my brain really stuck now.. keep thinking a lot of stupid stuff.. maybe they was right,i should'nt believe on guys too much..aiks..

my feeling

2009-02-08T12:34:00.002+08:00

dear..

to someone whom i was close to once, someone that i treasure a lot, a person whom i did spend the shortest time to get along with. Also in a short time we drift apart, such short time short friendship short days.It was really nice knowing you, and you being someone in my heart forever even things was never right. I'm happy for you my dear. The moments we shared together will always be kept in my heart. HOPEFULLY FOREVER..

I have more to write, soon babe..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..

2009-01-30T12:01:00.016+08:00

is the 5th day of chinese new year..

and i am here to updating my blog..

here is some pic that taken randomly in this chinese new year..

pudu pasar

2009-01-24T09:26:00.010+08:00

We went pudu pasar for our photography class on wednesday..

what i could say is I 'll rather stay at home for going such a smelly ,crowded place and get myself had a great sauna there ..

i think there is even worst than pasar malam or pc fair..

is crowded there and could'nt snap some nice angle...

hmmmmm..ya, here is some of it..

feel like i could sit there and have a taste of it..

happy chinese new year..

''uncle!! tiada sales ke?''

haha..

hmmmm..

this uncle is busy..

damn disgusting , u guys should have a look at it..

yeah, i'm not a reporter la lol..

ur pic juz will post at my blog not newspaper..

haha

the aunties are seeking for a bargain..

stupid cat..

i hate cat!!!!

hey hey

2009-01-23T19:37:00.005+08:00

i like this so much..

without body is nice, haha

cant make it again..haiz

and this also

ok..

get flu, consult doctor first..

edit later..

#$?+_/

2009-01-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

Hey hey wei wei he he ho ho bye bye!!

haha..

boring la..no idea for visual element, so drop by kacau kacau my friend..

included christine, chrystal, sharon, lai, chin seng, kiat, steve, and so on..haha!!

yeah yeah!!

2009-01-17T12:30:00.006+08:00

yeah yeah!! another weekend..

will going to watch movie wth ah man tonight..

maybe will start my visual tomorrow, feel like so lazy and tired today...

wahahahahaha..

Art is rubbish tats wat i had learnt from the previous week..

There's no wrong with this btw, Yes definitely as what Nor said so.

But yet, their's valueable are there as well.

sometimes i really had thought lecturers idea are sucks!!

wat i did at vivian class..eggs trays!!

exhausted..

2009-01-16T11:29:00.005+08:00

MISS ME GUYS??

Gosh busy week, rushed assignment till late night and only manage to get my beddie for 3 or 4 hours, rushed for class and yes, exhausted.

i just felt very happy yesterday, after vinod class, i just went back and had a fabulous nap and after that had a free chatting with chin seng, ya..damn free, teasing with him whole night..I really had miss this kind of feeling since i started my new semester..

hmm..

let u guys have a look on my classmate..

i promise will post out sam, vinod , and vivian voices nxt week..

I will record vivian voice by today..

so excited, hahahaha

STOP

2009-01-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

STOP thinking laaaaaa!!!

really feel like wanna hit myself against the wall..

actually i am not sad, because i had been controlling myself on the beginning, but just couldn't believe that he was same with the others, no different!!

really disappointed!!

REALLY

DISAPPOINTED

2009-01-04T15:27:00.005+08:00

I coundn't believe what had i saw!!

maybe if i din't saw it by today, i really cnt believe when will i know about that..

I felt very disappointed on u!!

maybe u had planned or tried to play on me from the very beginning rite??

I don't know..

now i just wish that we can back to the beginning, blughing with you every day without thinking too much, because i had d knew that u had gf that time..

ya,u said before time can prove everything but it was not happened on you and me, but was you and her!

i could had knew it earlier ..after christmas eve..

i really missing that time while you called me in the middle of night, accompanied me while i doing my assignment, your sound, your cantonese...

i really felt maybe it was just me.

But we are not as close as before,

I thought maybe it's because distance. I wonder why.

Even I will get very pissed when you din't call me or you din't pick up phone calls..

But, i really understand now, everything, everything u had done..

Nonetheless what important is i am right..

I should'nt believe too much on guys on the very beginning..

Anyone?? want to lend me some of your confidence to use??

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TSOU WEN HUI!! Back to reality!!

forget abt it..

concentrate, start college tommorow!!

Honey Lemon

2009-01-03T21:32:00.009+08:00

I had been drinking Honey Lemon 3 days continuously.

No other reason, just feel that wanna understand more about the drink..

nope, i am not boring, but my brain just keep busy functioning every day.

I miss that feeling, which I miss more things about that.

Really tired, i am really tired by these days. i went Maison with my dear friends and met wth some old friends there. Ya, it was quite comfortable that night, not too crowded.

Yaya, quite enjoy, but just too tired.

that was the 1st night i felt like vomitting, maybe i keep on drinking while i am in a trance..

they will be going poppy 2nite,sorry i cnt fulfill the promise of accompany u guys there because i m not feeling well here..enjoy and take care urself ya babe..

wth cynthia & bowie..

miss u babe..

arthur!!!

Malacca trip..

2009-01-01T00:21:00.014+08:00

come on!!

is time to make up..

going out 4 lunch..

wanna go inside??

blow blow blow!!

pd trip after back from malacca..

2008-12-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

Very nice night.

I was just a walk to burn my bloated feeling.

Much thanks for bringing me to this secret place.

Right.

Still wish you had a good day babe..

nice right?

2008-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

I MISS U ??

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T18:44:00.002+08:00

Its christmas day today.

The actual day..

Well Yeah!

just another christmas but very much less quiet because I-didn't-get-to-hear-carols!

don't really have the christmas feeling today..

no present no mood too. hang over.

HEADACHE! i hate this feeling.

ooOoo.I went sanctuary too.

is nearby IKEA . nearby chin seng house, he said so, i don't know..

i met my mei yee there..

she used to be my secondary class monitor.

haha, quite a shock when i saw her.

Actually I thought will spend a wonderful christmas with my 2 bou bui there but NO WAY!

there are too too crowded and my phone kept on ringing.

WTF WTF! that stupid elvis ! why must u destroy my mood on my lovely christmas??

kept on called me to fetch you guys back but i m not the driver you know!!!

Sigh! After cynz sent me back home was already 5 something in the early morning and i still had to drive all the way to yee ling's house just to sent the baggage for the couples!

Damn Damn!''shit! my mother is going to kill me if she knows..''

Anyway, too many things happened in this christmas.

WOOOSSHH! TIRED!!!

my dear bowie and cynz.

we were having our tea downstair while they guys were dancing and drunk upstair..

bowie, me , jeff

I'm back. I'm back !

2008-12-24T01:17:00.001+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen.

Kiddy and kiddo.

Wow wow wow . Yeah yeah yeah!!!

Oh yeah! I'm back from penang.

Finally? Yeah!!

hahaha, it's just a 5 days 4 night trip.

Anyway, everything was fine, and fun i guess.

Accept the jams and lost in penang, jux luckily i'm not the driver.

Quite tired too..

all day walking here and there under the sun.

1st day, 2nd, and 3rd..

I soon got so fatigue from the hotness and was thinking abt leaving the place soon n soon..

Gone were those days i could gobble char kuey teow, indian rojak, fried oyster, asam laksa, curry mee n so on....

ooOoo..that was really tasty and to me its quite big portion.

Well, i was up for it for about 5 days and it slowly creeped into the corner of my list of diet.

And do u know how suffering am i these nights. The snores of my family came here n there.. firstly was my dad n following my mother N lastly my brother..OMG OMG!! n rhythm somemore!

i really can't sleep even though i used panadol n try to cover my headache but it seem like not working larh!

I m still awake with all sort of poses trying to make myself sleep...wooott~!

Yesterday night was the worst ,until i saw the sunlight coming through from my window, my brain still functioning well and thinking lot of stuff makes me cnt sleep. Damn damn damn!!!

Anyway, thanks for ur support Chin Seng! You're my great listener , thought you said be my listener is your pleasure rite?? haha..

Ya ya ya, time can prove everything. And remember your souvenir ya, and oso a meal u had promise...u juz update me ya when u're bak..

1st day wth my brother at KFC..

at gurney food stall.

Oops, wat u doing there my dear?

the hair drier fault!

wtf! wtf!

its suck in my hair.

on the 3rd day..

at toy museum..

erm quite satisfied i can went i..

coz a lot of my favorite..

the toilet inside there.

3rd day also..

indian rojak..

my favorite there..

last day, last night..

ARGHHHHHHHH!!

2008-12-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

what the hell!!

i am falling in love..

i was literal shock and couldn't let myself believe..

i found it! I really had found it!!

this was the feeling i never had since 2 years ago..

i felt really happy when with him , curious to know abt his life..

FABULOUS!!

perfect timing..

i felt embraced, cared and comforted when wth him even 1 min..

Fate? maybe? but, didn't work out back then

It sort of rekindled..

But,

i guess it's a little different now..

For him..

forget abt it..

we met on the wrong timing..

this kind of relationship wnt be lasted..

sigh!

if 4 u guys which 1 u will chose??

or ???

2008-12-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

i wanna fly like a bird.

i just dun like staying home lately.

maybe is because i m at the stress where i just wanna roar free and get all the freedom i want.

In fact, i m always looking for places to go and friends to go with..

But, the problem is..

they seem like very very busy..

SIGH!

until 2day when i was concentrated walking btw crowd..

n i found out i m really outdated of fashion..

so fr now on..

i will use time wisely to go out! go out! n go out!

till then!

france..

..

2008-12-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday night i find him to fulfill the promise previously..

coz i really wanna settle everything before i go 4 my holiday..

n i found out ,

abt him i really , really dunno how to mention abt it..

or i can say is he really !!!!!!!!!!!!!

his attitude really really SUCKS!

wat i could say is he will find u when he was free or he feel good to find u tat time..

after tat,when u find him, then u will find out he will act like himself very important,

many gals quarrel to date him out n so on..

NOT COOL AT ALL!

it just make the good imagination of him in my mine all gone..gone..

really cnt tahan him..

why the world will take in an orphan on this kind of guy..

not fair at all, rite?

haiz..

i m so dissapointted..

marvelous!

2008-12-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

really dunno how to describe my feeling now..

happy ?nervous ? expect ?

but, i m really happy u could come bak kl n find me..

at first i thought u juz had a simple c- chating wth me then will be going off in anytime..

but i really cnt imagine u really called me out yum cha..

i felt very touching not bcoz of u called me out at midnight but was u told me how u felt nervous of dating me out..haha..

u was thinking too too much, actually i m very cin chai 1..

but,

i oso wanna to thanks u ..

actually i found out is very interesting to talk to u

n i oso wish u stay at kl but i really no tat authority to make u stay bak..

really..

anyhow,

i m very happy yesterday u came bak n accompanied me..

thanks n appreciate a lot..

printing my final poster ~

2008-12-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

spending our time printing poster..

felt bored n playing there..

my DTP poster..
this was my mid n final term drawing..

my holiday

2008-12-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

finally is my holiday!
WUHO! my lovely semester break..
wondering how was my results? i dnt wanna fail it or retake it especially history of gd..
at here, i wanna thanks to my frens who help me, accompanied me while i doing assignment..
thanks 4 crissy, zhiwen, yang ming and stupid turtle steve..
since he din help me anything on my assignment, but he had accompanied me c- chatting the whole night to make me not too sleepy..
THANKS 4 u guys..!i am very appreciate abt it..
anyhow, heres my photo on zoo negara shot..

family day...

2008-11-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

go out wth m family whole day..

after that take my dinner wth bowie at cafe..

haha,

like damn free..

nola,

actually, i still have a lot of assignment to catch up..

my coming december..

I LOVE U!!

I nid holiday,

i can play, holiday, clubbing, meet my frens..

damn happy!

i wish this november,

kindly fuck off immediately..

home sick...

2008-11-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

Being a good girl 2day,

stay at home whole day,

at first, planning to have my typography layout done but end up with nothing..

not feeling well,

no mood at all,

felt horror to that toilet bowl,

make me keep on vomit the whole thursday midnight..

and miss my class on friday..

i miss my acrylic class..

sleep whole day,

like being a mummy,haha..

ok!

i have to do my assignment to catch up now..

2008-11-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

wat a fucking day for 2day..

fucking photography!make until i so tired and came out for nothing..

somemore nid to take animal potrait..

i think is quite interesting..

very busy recently,

but i am still thinking,

whether will giving him the second chance! ??

I don't know..

good night!

2008-11-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

gud night everyone, gonna sleep now..

take new pic 2morow..

bye, muacksss...

photo day!

2008-11-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my most tired day until i cnt even wake up 2day..christine, yang ming n me 2gether snap the stupid photography for the whole afternoon..

make until my whole body itch, damn it! disgusting man!

weird!

2008-11-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

monday i went watch movie with him..

but, the feeling quite weird..dunno y?

maybe is long time din see him?,too much things to do?,he hurt me too deep?,

OR??

i really dunno..

i thought i will remembered all those promise he gave me forever, those sweet memories,

OR even that day how he broke up with me..

but, until he ask me some question of our past, my mind on that time really blank..

i cnt memories it! i think i have already give up on him now, really.FINALLY!

he hold my hand while we watching movie,was that feeling, i think had already gone..

it was that feeling i was showing him that he show to me previously..

anyhow,i will hope u live happilly..

take care, muacks..