Praying for miracle to u~

Dear hong:

I knew tat an unfortunate accident happened on u, we were so worry abt u..

when i visited u in hospital with bowie, i really can feel the heartbroken, i really cnt believe tats u in front of me..

Recalled bak last time u at school, can walk, jump, crap n ponteng, miss the laughter u had brought us, really miss it.. sometimes i really hope this was a dream, wake up the second day n like ntg happened:(

altough i not close with u but  i dun wanna lose a friend like u u know, so plz be tough be strong, all ur friends are waiting u, praying hard for u, dnt give up so easily..I know u can do it, i wan u to wake up n as active as last time, so plz, dnt give up, no matter wat happen, we'll always beside u to support u!!

I feel very tired to argue with u..

and i m pretty sick now tats y i choose to be silent, as for u, u juz think tat i didnt care u  at all..

y dnt u stand at my situation n think..

n i really really tired now, when this morning christine arranged my phone calender for remind me to do assignments, no much time left, i d feel like fainting.. it was really really scary..from now on till 6th of february my day is really really full of WORK..

i hope tat u can understand me n hopefully u try to help me not to bring me trouble..

my best friends.^^

christine> a girl tat taught me a lot of stuff, funny stuff, bad  stuff, so on.. haha, actually i learnt quite a lot of things from her on my study..

she's the only 1 in my life tat force her bf to accom me to watch horror & ghost movie with her..

i appreaciate a lot..since most of my fren when come to watch this kind of movie will be hiding at home.. she like to pinch me all the time in class, all over my face, arms, legs, tats y i become so fat.. we always hang out to eat nice food, shopping, play n goof around, outside, anywhere..

4th of january at my college, chrystal + christine fault..

make my car like snow wash, n laughing non stop in my car..funny la them..

Bowie> this girl ntg much to mention la, as my fren all will know her.. she my best friend tat will never never leave me alone.. even we r not in the same skul since secondary till now, u r always listed as my best friend..never change. This will be my only girl tat understand wat m i thinking, explain to me which is the right route for me, tried to intro lots of guys to me as i m not interested even 1, haha.. i appreaciate this friendship tat will last forever..miss her badly!!

am i falling with love again?

Yes? No?

i oso dunno..

i tot single is the best for me, but den when i saw bowie , christine them i feel somehow jealousy..

i scare get betrayed again, scare to fall in love again, scare scare scare..

m i tat bad? or izzit my problem tat i not really mix with crowds?

actually as i told bowie, i m not interested with him in the very beginning, n i oso not knowing him tat long, talk oso not until 10 words..but, when i saw him talked to the girl tat time, i can feel tat kind of comfortable, dunno y.. really, he really freaked me up this few days..

i just remembered when i told bowie was him , she really laugh like hell, maybe, if i tell others, maybe the situation will be same too, imagining=.=hmmmmmm..

btw, this will be my very busy month, cnt even sit down to take a breath or rest..

7.30am wake up driving to college, after class straightaway start my work until 10pm, come bak take bath, facebook, do work until i fall asleep..

even though i were busy wth my work, i still will take out my phone online to check his facebook, update his news for myself, so obviously the feeling is growing secretly day by day, but no one knows.. but i know what m i doin, i m not goin to involve myself in their complicated relationship, i dun wanna to make him stress, tats what i hope..

but i think christine will be the 1 who suffer a lot, coz i goin to meet her everyday in college, i nid her to be my listener badly, always, hahaha, pity her sometimes..

seriously i miss him badly too, hope he doin well there anyway..

pulau tioman december holiday!!

tioman trip with my family..

cnt wait to the bangkok trip with my babe bowie, stan & liam..

anyway, i m here to wish myself n all my lovely babes a MERRY CHRISTMAS & CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

The details of genting trip with college peeps..

had a memorable & wonderful moment with them..i really appreciate a lot..

it was 5th of december (sat), the day after our sem 5 mid term assesment..

We decided n planned few months ago for this trip, it was our 1st class trip, but too bad chrystal wasnt there, she went honeymoon with her bf, hehe.. btw, we miss her a lot, it will be more fun if she was there.. n jesse too, if she was there, siew teng would'nt be so shy,( i think so)..^^

Anyway, christine n i arrived college around 8 am in the morning, Ee was late bcoz of some stupid security guard at sharon n min min apartment.. 

when all arrived, we devided into 2 cars, Ah wu, sharon, me, christine, yiki, zhiwen, catherine, siew teng, sugus & wanie crammed into a estima while Ee, min min, ah see, kenji, darren into a vios n started our journey with 2 walkie talkie..

Firstly, we had our breakfast nearby our college few shop nearby westar, & bought some stuff at 7E, we stopped at shell from some junks & sweets too..

After arrived our creepy ria apartment, we waited outside while the rest went to check in.. we had some fun out there too, example like christine teased with Ee boxer, talked crap with the walkie talkie, heavy christine stepped on my feet while she disturbed yiki, sugus, & zhi wen taking photo... & so on..

After tat we decided to go for themepark while the check in time is 2pm, we were too early for tat.. when we reached up there, it was too misty for us to play outdoor themepark, so we decided to go for indoor maybe we will have some fun in there..firstly, kenji & ah see was trying for the rock climb n following by sugus.. Ee, ah wu, sharon, min min, yiki, zhi wen, siew teng, catherine, darren went for bowling while the rest of us went for archery..

Christine was there messaging justin for the whether updated outside, i think she felt excited to go for outdoor coz justin was out there, she went table to table just for informing others of the whether outside, can see how excited she was, but me too, we just scared if we not going, the whether will be worst on the nxt day although was d 3pm..

Finally we suggested tat guys will be goin down to check in while the girls can enjoy our outdoor themepark while waiting those guys coming up.. we had the pirate ship for our 1st ride, really funny for christine & siew teng expression, i really regretted for didnt buy the pic tat cost rm30..

We had some fun for taking pics while having a long queue at the roller coaster there, after tat we met with the guys when they had done with thier stuff.. we met justin out there at the bumper boat there but too bad he had to go early.. while waiting the rest for playing the solero, we had some fun down there like taking pics with the energizer look behind, having fun with christine broken sunglases..

B4 we went bak, we had a few rides at the pirate ship n i tried to win the pink seahorse but failed, the rest won a big teddy bear, cow small teddy but i had none=.='' i swear im bad luck for playing those stuff..

Then we left outdoor n heading to our apartment, on the way back , i were scared by a boy jumping down for the stairs with the creepy funny sound.. n following by catherine n christine, haha...

When we reach our room, at first i drag christine to have a look at the toilet 1st n following by the room..then we girls taken our bath 2 by 2 in the master room while the guys preparing steamboat in the kitchen..while we taken bath halfway, sudd sugus came in n said be carefull, she really scared me of tat but they dnt plan to tell me anything.. btw i knew smtg happenned bcoz sugus n siew teng was taking bath alone at the toilet outside..

After we had our steamboat dinner, we enjoyed the chivas tat bought by Ee while we playing the assassin n the polis.. around 1pm, christine n i decided to sleep, so tat we drag min min n catherine to sleep since sharon d slept like pig inside, haha.. the guys still enjoying the steamboat outside for thier second round.. the rest of girls decided to sleep in the living room..

The next morning, we decided to had another curry steamboat made by Ee coz still got some leftover food.. after had our breakfast, packed our stuff, we went up to 1st world again, we walked seperately,  i accom wanie n christine for their breakfast, after shop, we went to startbucks to meet up with them..

Around 3 pm, we went bak n gathered at our college went bak home happily..

Seriously i really miss them a lot, i m wondering hows the life after we graduate n oso when Ee left us..

Anyway, thanks for Ee, ah wu, sharon for making the plan works, Ee, kenji, ah see, darren n wanie for the food, and the rest for making noise n fun there, perhaps i did cherish a lot n every moment with them..^.~''

all of us..

christine noob face..

the energizer look

with christine teddy bear..

our steamboat..

sharon, me, min min & christine..

hang out together with my classmates when we juz started our new sem..

had dinner at wanie restoran, enjoyed with them..

photoshooting..

i feel somehow very sad..

feel tat single sometimes just will implicate others, my friends..

juz hope tat this nightmare can go away..

a lots of things for me to worry abt when i m growing up..

btw, this is the fact ..

hope tat the coming new semester do help me to solve this problem..

just to worry abt my study, not others..

genting trips with the gang

hmmmm, feel so boring ntg to do at home..

weeeeeeeeeee!!!!

hehehehehehhee..

I'm really speechless

no comment at all..

can u imagine tat how pissed off m i yesterday..

really speechless..

i swear i d used for it quite some times but then dun become worst n worst..

dnt try to do it on me anymore..

perhaps i m so tired to deal with..

my babes day!!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF MY BABES!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & MAY ALL UR WISHWS COMES TRUE..

HAPPY FOREVER

XOXO^^

bowie & cynthia

girls

bowie & me

janet, stanz , me

 

me & chew

liam & me

3 of us..

I BEHTAHAN ARGH!!!!!

I BEHTAHAN ARGH!!!!!

now only i realize i m on the dying stage..

and yet i still wasting time around like nothing..

juz left 3 more weeks is my final asses again...

• GD, chapter 1 not yet finish, and i still need to continue to chapter 5, classwork somemore..
  
• PACKAGING, this time we r using some raw & recycle materials which r quite new for me.. not like the previous class, juz think idea n pay money for the shop, now we need handmade..=.=''
  
• TYPO, lecturer said we r the slowest class since we r still doin the cut n paste workshop which our senior d done by mid term..
  
• FLASH, this is my scariest & worst subject.. i swear i damn slow to understand wat lecturer had taught.. n now still left 3 weeks to finish 1 website... i think i still hanging around at the 1st n 2nd class time length there, aiks.........
• ADVERTISING, this subject no nid to worry abt but then still headache!!!
  

3 WEEKS ARGH!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!????

how to finish these by 3 weeks?????

somemore my cousin coming down from australia next week, i sure nid to accompany her, be her driver whole week... that means i juz left 2 WEEKS!!!!??

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!