dunno y, I still try to log in his blog even tho I knew i cound'nt ..

I knew he cheated me n he purposely lock up his blog ..

btw, I wish to know how r him nowadays..

wish tat he r fine n ok..

I dun dare to ask him but I still wish he is happy always..

I can felt the pain n sting in every of his words when we chat on msn..

is true, I aren't suspicious.. but y?

y? I still cnt get the answer till now..=.=''

I never ask never means I dun care of it..

juz because i force myself for not to care of it, n just focus of wat i should do..but i still will feel the pain when i m alone..

maybe i should end here coz i dun feel like recall it back..brb..